update will deffinatly be this weekend

and im debateing making a new site and switching

i have one made

im just not surreeeeeee

but i will be updating here till i say otherwise

♥♥♥

katie

k so heres a super long update

sorry about the delay

♥♥♥

katie

 If you can laugh at it,
you can live with it.
-» Erma Bombeck

 it`s just how she lives.
loving all the wrong people
& wishing all the wrong things.

i quit. i'm over you. i fell so hard. i was
always there when you needed to talk to someone.
yeah so basically i`m tired of being just a "friend" or
chasing you. so if you want me, i`m here. but i`m done wasting
all my time on someone who doesn`t care <|3

It`s not about what happened in the past,

 or what you think might happen in the future.

 It`s about the ride, for Christ`s sake.

There`s no point in going through all this crap,

 if you`re not going to enjoy the ride. & you know what..when you

least expect something great might come along.

 Something better then you even planned for.
-» Along Came Polly

 People put you down enough you start to believe it..
the bad stuff is easier to believe, you ever notice that?
-» Pretty Woman

 kept on hoping we could find a way to make it real.
I tell myself it's getting better when it never will.
I would never want for you to be alone.
It's so hard to tell you so, but I'm letting go.

 Its eating at me like cancer
I need to know the answer,
it’s a simple yes or no
should I love you or let you go?

Every time I look at you, my heart fills with desire.
Can you tell? I think you can, but you won't show it,
because I’m not good enough for you.
What can I do to be good enough for you?
I'll do anything just to get you to desire me too.

You break my heart every time
you come around, I let you do it,
I let you toss me around day after day.
You use me, abuse me, and now I think
I'm finally starting to see.

He was her best friend.
The one who made her laugh,
when she didn't feel like smiling.
The one who made her feel so secure,
when she was scared. And the one,
who she fell completely in love with.

 don`t lie to her; shes got friends
they see you each day; you fuckin' flirt.
youre gonna get it. youre gonna pay.
things were never meant to be this way.

At your age, you`re going to have a lot of urges.
You`re going to want to take off your clothes, &
touch each other. But if you do touch each other,
you will get Chlamydia..& die. -» Mean Girls

what happend to those girls? the ones that were supposed

to grow old together, and marry those stupid boys they always loved?

what happend to those girls that sat up all night prank

calling boys that hurt them? what happend to the girls

 that pinky promised they'd be bestfriends forever?

 Hey kid; yeah you..
See that girl? shes basically my bestfriend.
and she loves you more than the world,
you are her world. just thought i should tell you

 Letter by letter, he typed sadness into her heart.

 Do you ever wonder? I mean, about us. What happened?

It was almost as if our relationship was a piece of paper,

 crumpled up and thrown away; forgotten.

What might have happened if we didn't crumple it up and throw it away?

Maybe we would still be together, maybe not.

Or maybe secretly we haven’t thrown it away yet. We're saving

it because we're hoping maybe someday we can pull it out of our pockets

and rekindle what we once had. Or maybe it's not even that we

want it back, maybe it's just that we don't want to lose what we had,

 but at the same time, we already know it’s lost. I

wonder that a lot and I wonder if you wonder sometimes too.

I miss those summer nights when
nothing got in the way of our fun,
and fun was all we had.

Don't ignore me, don’t act like we're strangers;

I know you love her now and you know I hate her,

 but don’t pretend the love we had wasn't real. That hurts,

baby, that wasn't part of the deal. We're not together anymore,

 but we are in my heart. When you look at me like everyone else, i

t completely tears me apart.

 Were the type of friends that will go trick or treating - in the middle of march <3

 You laugh with your friends
and hope he’s looking your way

 I let myself fall for you
one too many times </3

Eventually, one of the two things will
happen. He’ll finally realize you're
worth it, or you'll realize that he wasn't.

 What if the guy you secretly love tells
you that he has already found that special
someone, that he wants to spend forever
with. Would you be brave enough to ask him
who is was? Or bear the pain inside, not
knowing that it was you after all

Life is about appreciating the memories
but being okay with knowing people
always change

You're only as strong as
the tables you dance on,
the drinks you mix,
and the friends you roll with.

Do you know what girls want?
They want real conversations and
real love. We want cute dates
together, nothing expensive, the
truth is we only want to be with you.
We want to hold hands and lie beneath
the stars. We wanna be able to say
something stupid and not worry about
it. We want a guy that will love us for
nothing but being us: plain and simple.

 and as she eyes him
as she walks down the hall,
his blue eyes glance her way.
coincidence? probably,
except it happens everyday.

I’m over you.
I still shake when you walk by
and I still save all of our online conversations.
I still feel a smile slip on my face
at the sound of your name
and I still think about you most of the time.
You’re still the first person I look for
when I enter a room
and I still fall asleep to the memory of your voice.
In my mind, you are breath-taking
and I’ve never seen such a gorgeous smile
But I’m over you.
Really…I am.

Dont regret what you said
regret what you didnt say
when you had the chance

Pull back the hair from your eyes,
and let the people see your pretty face.
You know they love it when you smile.

don't waste your time on jealousy
sometimes your ahead, sometimes
your behind. the race is long, and in
the end it's only with yourself.

do what will make you happy. do what you feel
is right. only but one thing matters. learn how
to live your life.

If you hate me, hate me.
Just don't fake it while you`re around me.

it's funny how people get so worked up
over the bad things in life, && they never
realize just how wonderful the good times are.

i've learned that people will forget what you
said. people will forget what you did, but
people will never forget how you made
them feel.

i've learned that things change & people change.
it doesnt mean you forget the past or try to cover
it up. it simply means that you've moved on &
treasured the memories. letting go doesnt mean
giving up. it means accepting that some things
arent meant to be.

I learned that when you love someone,
you should treat them the way you feel
because sometimes saying it isn't enough

love doesnt make the world go round
love is what makes the ride worth while

you could list your friends ;;
but how many can you count on?

Feelings are not supposed to be logical.

i do have a safety net ; my friends
sure they're frustrating & annoying
sometimes, but i dont know what
i'd do without them

i look at all the pictures of the past..thinking of how the years went by so fast...

the dances, the parties, the pictures, the laughs. The shoulders to cry on and cute photographs...

The people i've known since way back when. the new kids came every now && then..

the friendships you make come && go...but theres alway those few you'll always know.

 now as we go our separate ways, i know i'll always remember these days.

People are like crayons
Its not the color they are
It's the picture they make.